It’s over with my neighbour. I’m relieved but incredibly sad. I still can’t figure out how I fell in love with him but I did. And as mysterious as it can be I think I will still love him for a long time… Despite some obvious problems (his conceptions about love and trust for example, not mentionning his takes on homosexuality and sexy girls being responsible for what happens to them, that is to say rape) he’s a nice guy deep (ok very deep) inside. I see him like a good soul trapped by his education and beliefs. I even pity him, because he’ ll never be truly happy because of that. I also realize how lucky I am to be an open-minded person who constantly questions herself and the world around. Despite all the turmoil there will always be a serene part inside me thanks to that, because I’m able to understand other human beings and I feel free to be myself. I know this might sound conceited but I don’t care.
I’m also tremendously lucky to have wonderful friends who support me whatever happens: Dragonlady, Graeme&Jools, Vinsy, Cyanure, G., thank you so much for everything. I’m here for you too if you need it, I hope I’ll be able to give back the support I got. I often think about what it is to be a good friend and I feel a bit guilty, being so often the one who needs help. I’m tired of this, I want to feel good so I can be really there for my friends too, and show them how much I care.
But for now, I’ll just weep until my body becomes an old dried-up bag of bones.
Treewoman, what you say reminds me of that Billy Joel song “Just The Way You Are”, you are free to be yourself and that that is how we want to see you, just the way you are
We don’t want you to change yoour personality or your beliefs, we just want you to be happy.
Try not to be too sad, I know it’s hard, but try and be happy for the future you can now explore knowing that your true friends will always be a few steps behind you to make sure you’re ok when the road you follow gets rough.
Now I’m thinking Billy Ocean “When The Going Gets Rough The Tough Get Going” and James Taylor “You Got A Friend” and remember when you feel you’re at rock bottom what Yazz would say….”The Only Way Is Up”
Take care my friend it’s good to have you back here
I don’t normally comment on other peoples love lives but you have done the right thing in breaking up with him (which you already know). Just remember to take your time and cry when you need to (but not too much)
Take care
Hey, it’s good to know that you’re alright after all that happened! =)
You did the good thing, you just have to move on now. I’m sure you will.
Oh and I bought the “voie 7″ so I’ll be at your house more often, BE PREPARED MAN! MOUAHAHAHA
hey fifille…
je sais que tu es occupée. mais je dois le faire sinon la malédiction du oueb s’abbatra sur moi.
je t’ai taguée (mais non je t’ai pas peinturluré la tronche… tsss)