Sometimes things are just too hard. I don’t know what to do to feel better, I really don’t know. It hurts so much I think I might explode. I tried my best but it’s not working. The big girl who likes nothing more than to be alone feels desperately lonely. I so much need love and tenderness, I don’t know how to make that stop. I know it’s our destiny to live and die alone – even surrounded by family and friends, deep inside we always are alone – but right now I could make with the warmth of a loved one, be it a family member or a partner. This won’t happen and I don’t know how to survive for now. I’m so ashamed of myself.

I knew I should have hugged you before, just so, even if you don’t like it…..
Hang in there, I can’t replace a family or a lover, I’m only a friend, but I sure love you!
(((BIG HUGS))) I know they don’t help too much from this far away but you know we’re thinking of you.
In a couple of weeks we’ll come and visit and try and distract you a little for a while
You may feel alone right now, but you’re not really, you have friends all over that care about you which in some ways is better than having family near by (you can choose your friends but not your family
) As DL says, hang in there, things will turn around for you and this pain will be nothing but a distant memory.
Thanks to be there my friends, you are real stars (Jools the magnet you gave me is just in front of me)