Sometimes things are just too hard. I don’t know what to do to feel better, I really don’t know. It hurts so much I think I might explode. I tried my best but it’s not working. The big girl who likes nothing more than to be alone feels desperately lonely. I so much need love [...]
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Heaven, I’m in Heaven…
Posted in Blah Blah, tagged happiness, holidays, life on July 1, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Lots og things happened since my last post, the result being I’m now spending fantastic holidays in beautiful Cumbria, thanks to the wonderful friends who invited me. It seems that Enland has everzthing that I need, and it will be really hard to come back, although I’ll be more than happy to see my two [...]
Life is a bitch but I can’t help loving it
Posted in Blah Blah, tagged friends, life, love, sadness on June 9, 2008 | 4 Comments »
It’s over with my neighbour. I’m relieved but incredibly sad. I still can’t figure out how I fell in love with him but I did. And as mysterious as it can be I think I will still love him for a long time… Despite some obvious problems (his conceptions about love and trust for example, [...]
Therapy doesn’t work after all
Posted in Blah Blah, tagged life, relationship, self-sabotage, stupidity on June 3, 2008 | 5 Comments »
My life has been a pure mess for weeks about two months now, I’m exhausted just at the thought of writing about it. I’ve no idea how to get out of all this before it’s too late. I’m confused to the utmost degree and I feel hopelessly desperate because I know for sure now that [...]
Enjoying life
Posted in Blah Blah, tagged life on March 8, 2008 | 4 Comments »
I’ve got a strange feeling these days, something that seems either new or so ancient (I’m using the word on purpose) that I can recall it only faintly if recalling it at all. Everything is normal and then suddenly I think to myself “I’m very happy right now”, or “I feel so good, I love [...]
The wind is rising
Posted in Blah Blah, tagged flat, life, personal on February 29, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Today I paid my rent in advance for March and made what was necessary for the security deposit, so whatever happens, on march 15th I’m the happy tenant of my new flat, hurray!
Redrum
Posted in Blah Blah on February 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My ex really pisses me off, now he’s coming home again. Well not everyday, but still. I know there’s only one month left before I move but GRRR. I think I’ll rip his head off. I always try to talk about problems, to arrange things, but he’s just acting like a teenager, he’s really REALLY [...]
Climbing farther up
Posted in Blah Blah, tagged life, personal on February 5, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I think I’ve really found the right way now. Things keep on improving. It’s not necessarily easier but somehow different, probably because I’m not the same person. I can’t tell how much the past year’s events have transformed me, in small or big ways. It’s really a big step in my life, it’s almost [...]
The madness continues
Posted in Blah Blah, tagged anger, divorce, life, personnal, rant, separation on January 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Today was a bad day but it doesn’t matters because I’m back and I’m angry and darling honey ex-love of my life if you ever read this, know that from now on things are going to change I can tell you. Enough is enough and you’ll have to face your responsibilities. If you want [...]
lalala
Posted in Blah Blah, tagged life, personnal on January 16, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I feel I’m taking again control of my life these last days, and it feels sooooo fucking good . Hey remember this old crappy song by Sonique? ;-P Well actually I kind of liked her – not her song! – just because she looked somewhat androgynous, and there’s way not enough androgyny in this world. [...]
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